she wanted to become a writer like shivani…i dont know how many of you know shivani..magar???

uski shadi ho gayi aur full bahrtiya nari type she is taking care of her kids,family, husband(i admire her a lot coz she is complete without her dream).Then one day i thought let me remind her dreams to herself (beyond husband and kid…).and i said her mukti kitne din ho gaye tumne mujhe letter nahi likha hi,mere liye koi kavita nahi likhi hi……...and finally after  struggling for 2 month she said “mamta  apna address dena”

ohhh my godddd mukti you are writing me letter…wowwwww

And finally today i got her letter and just got a thought to share with you people….not the full letter but some part of it.

so it goes like this………………..

 DEAR mamta,

                          kaisi ho?

janti hu puchne ki jaroorat nahi hi,kyoki tum to hamesha achi ho.aur achi isiliye kyoki hamesha se meri ho aur jo mera hi use acha hona hi hi..

tume pata hi mamta itni der me mujhe babu(mukti’s son) ko pure 4 panne me 24 line likh ke deni padi hi kyoki wo barbar jid kar raha hi letter wala paper lene.

usko acha nahi lag raha uski mummy ka dhayn uske pyar pe nahi ja raha hi..;.kabhi puchta hi mummy moti(barish ki bundo ko moti kahta hi) kaha se girta hi??kabhi panne mangta hi,kabhi pith pe baitha hi,kabhi sare pages mere pith pe failata hi…aur page jab gir jate hi to page se kahta hi chalo uper jaoooo….kabhi kahta hi mujhe bhi mamta ko letter likhana hi aur jab nahi likhne deti to pith pe pen chunahata hi….mamta ji iske bawjud bhi m apko letter likh rahi hu..

mamta m kuch likha hi hamare liye….

agar tumne pucha ki kaisa hi hamara payar….to m nahi kahungi…

“Hamara payar rakta hi sagar ki gahrai

Ya bhi nahi kahunghi ki hamare payar me hi

Asman ki Vishalta..

Ye bhi nahi kahungi ki

Hamara payar ganaga jal sa pavitra hi,

Na hi diye ko apne payar ka prateek banaungi.

Janti hu…

Chandan si khushbu nahi hi hamare payar me,

Aur bijli si chamak bhi nai,

Yah bhi manti hu…

M yah bhi manti hu ki

Hamara payar asman ke chmakte chand sa bhi nahi hi,

Na hi jamin par samadhi liye chakor sa hi,

Lekin fir bhi………..

Hamara payar purn hi swayam me,

Kyoki….

Hamra payar bahut chota hi,masum hi,nanha hi,

mere bacche ki tarah…

Khayal rakhne wala hi ,

mere pati ki tarah….

Bahut yadgar hi, tumare janamdin ki tarah…

Bahut payara hi, hamere school ke dino ki tarah …

Bahut mjedar hi,shrinivas ki tarah…

Bahut shitan hi,school boys ki tarah…

Bahut sanjida hi,school gale ki tarah…

Hamara payar darpok hi,mukti ki tarah…

Bindas hi mamta ki tarah…

Anant hi hamara payar clas me gunjti hasi ki tarah…

Aur bhari hi M.P. hall ki dari ki tarah….

Hamara payar mess ke bell ki tarah surila hi…

Hamare pure school ki tarah rangila hi….

Sach kahu kaisa hi hamara payar?

Hamare bich hue jhagro jaisa hi hamara payar…

Jo kabhi khatam nahi hua,par jab bhi hua,

Hamare dilo ko bade payar se chua…

Ab bhi janana chahogi kaisa hi hamara payar…

SACH MANO,

bas hum jaisa hi hi hamara payar.

                             tumari MUKTI………

Now i say still she is the same Mukti.I used to think shadi ho jayegi bacche ho jayege then a gal cant do anything she really dreamed about…..Magar ab nahi kahungi kyoki

Mukti kahti hi….

PURN SE PURN LIYA JAYE TO PURN HI BACHTA HI.